Dreams - So real!

Dreams Are Weird!

Over the last few days I have had some really weird dreams - ok I have weird dreams all the time. However, these ones have actually felt quite real.

First dream was one of those ones were you have just fallen asleep and then you wake up within a short time later about 30 minutes.

• Dream 1 - I had hurt my ankle and I was trying to walk and it was so painful that I did not want to put weight on it. I got a Dr to look at it and they removed a small piece of my ankle bone that had been chipped off.

• Awake - when I woke up I felt that my ankle was sore and I did not want to put weight on it but when I touched it, it was fine. No pain, but I could feel this unusual feeling around the ankle.

Second Dream was more of a nightmare - I call them my anxiety dreams. It is were I wake up feeling like I have lived through something terrible.

• Dream 2 - I was at my old work (in real life I was bullied) and I was asking someone to do something - instead of doing it they punched me in the face. I went to my boss and we talked. She pointed out to me that there was a common factor in all the things that had happened and that was ME. 

• Awake - I woke up thinking everything that had gone wrong in that work place was my fault and it was good that I had left because then it should be better now. This plagued me all day - but I knew deep down that it was not my fault but the felling never left me. 

I ate chocolate...... What can I say it helped....

The Key to My Dreams!

I have opened up about what goes on in my mind - awake and dreaming... It can be quite scary.... and like in Harry Potter - eat chocolate it makes the feelings from the dementors fade away.


Follow-up: Back to Yoga this week - due to the amount of chocolate that was consumed. Yoga went well... just wish I did not have to look at my big ass in the mirrors when doing downward-dog.... Also passed my photography course. YEAH!